As I sit and watch the time go by with my daughter leaving home in just 2 days, my heart wants to stop! I am at a loss of the intense emotions I am feeling inside. I am scared for her and so very much anxious. I am trying to be strong for her but I fear I am losing that battle today. I dont want her to leave!! I want so bad just to stop time for another year or more. But I cannot. This is like the long goodbye or long see ya later. It rushes on whether or not I want it to stop. I am undone. She has so filled this house with her laughter and her joy. She has been her name to us......Joy!!