Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Wow....its been a tough couple of weeks for me (us ) my inside ones imparticular. The depth of despair is overwhelming right now.
I wish I could just be gone but I suppose I have to stick around....God's funny sense of humor.
I dont want to be here. I dont want to trust anyone....not sure if I can anyway. I dont want to open up anymore....it is not safe I fear. Maybe I will just slip silently away into nothingness.